| wow shet keeps getting worser and worser and i cant stop it.
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| life seems to be flowing at a random pace, crap happens and whatnot. ever since i wrote last blog lots of crap happened in my life, it's amazing how a person can just feel like crap in just a week, or not even maybe 2-3 days. letting my emotions rampage is one mistake that i made, but im sort of over it now, kinda got myself together, but then i dont know still have that tiny thing left in my mind, hoping for something to happen is just my stupid expectation. im tired of everything just around me, just trying to get along with the crowd is not that easy and never works my way. once again i feel back slapped or it feels like someone threw a brick at my head, that feeling of disappointment and perhaps betrayal in what i believed or what i wanted to happen? anyways dont want to think about anything from this point on, buuuuuuuut of course that's not possible cuz stuff happens. i dont know what to expect now, and i have no idea what's going to happen from this point on in my life, hopefully something good will happen, or preferably nothing bad.
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| ive realized this week, i have very good friends, theyre honest, supportive, loving, caring, and i wouldnt trade
anything for it. and also that God really does listen to what i say. 
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| today im staying home, just chilling nothing really happnened over few weeks, life seems boring, there's no excitement, hopefully there will be later on, right now im sort of thinking about what ill do after high school, i was thinkg about going cerritos college then transfering out, fact taht, that's easier for me as right now. so yea  |
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